my dreams

i have let at least three of my dreams go. my biggest passion in life. i know He has prepared a better future for me. well sometimes regret is the most appropriate word. but situation just forced me to let 'em go. so... what can i do then. nothing. seriously, its nothing. people said chase ur dream and reach it, do as best as you can for everything, for your happiness. but it just too late for me. really really late. i have nothing left for at least a lil hope. no, i have nothing. i have no candle in the dark. and the point is not only about my happiness. i have parents, i want them to be happy. people said live your life right so you can get the happiness. but sometimes its wrong. happiness is not a destination of life happiness is not something what we live for. but happiness is something we live by. we live our life happily so we still be able to live to through every hard time. over all, i live once and im not gonna live forever. i have let those dreams, those passions. but i do believe HE has prepared something better for my future which i will do wholeheartedly happy and bring some happiness to lead my life. i believe in You. i know You always want me to be happy at any situation i live. so please help me to choose another choice the way i'll live and fulfill my life. bcause i know You will.